u/Glad-Peak-6668

After almost eight months clean, here I am back. Today I relapsed; I cut myself in the bathtub after a very big anxiety attack. My father slapped me and I've decided to cut myself all over my body again. I literally cut myself in 13 places and the worst part is that I felt great while the bathwater was stinging me.

A new beginning. Everything is shit. I feel like shit now. Maybe someday I'll cut myself deeper.