u/Gl455B0Y

I’m anticipating getting kicked out or something.

I came out when I was like 8, but my mom told me to transition when I was 18. She gets mad at preferred name and pronouns, me dressing in a masculine manner, and all of the social stuff. So I knew she’d be opposed to the medical aspect.

At 17 I asked if I could prepare to start HRT as soon as I turned 18 and she told me no. So as soon as I turned 18, I started talking to a psychiatrist. I didn’t mention it until I had a therapy session. From then on, I promised to be honest with her during this process.

I told her that I talked to the psychiatrist, that I talked to an endo, and that I was going to get labs done. But it was all in a tight window. I’m the asshole for bringing it up on Mother’s Day too.

But then she said I never told her ANYTHING and she wanted me to wait. Wait for WHAT??? I keep asking but she never tells me.

She had told me that I can “figure it out myself”, that she’s dropping me from her insurance, and that I should look into somewhere else to live.

So… I fucked myself over. I should’ve just waited. I should’ve just did whatever she wanted me to do. I only have a part-time job and I’m about to go to college. I’m not gonna have money to pay for all of this medical stuff.

I know she’ll never accept this part of me, but I should’ve just complied bc I’m very financially dependent, despite trying to carry my own weight. She’s the only parent I really have now and the rest of my mom’s side is on her side. My dad’s side doesn’t know anything. So if I lose her, I’m on my own.

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