u/Girly_PearlyPop_05

Tonight I am meeting my (possible) in laws. We are going to have a dinner at a restaurant and I am freaking out. Yesterday went horribly wrong eating wise and I am not sure how much I am able to keep down today.

I also bruised and scraped my knuckles pretty bad, so I hope my (sort of) boyfriend does not notice, but he notices everything so that is going to be something. He is aware of my problem, but I don’t think he realises how nervous I am for tonight. There will also be alcohol and my ED likes to abuse that substance as well.

Sorry for all the negativity, just wanted to vent.

Please let this day end already…