u/GhostlyShels

(This was going to be a response to another post on here but I kinda just kept going)
Holy fucking shit this is how I feel around literally EVERYONE. My partner doesn’t understand or seem to WANT to understand and I’m so fucking tired of telling them the same things over and over again because I feel unheard and dismissed. I’m so fucking tired all of the time. It doesn’t help that literally all of the financial burdens have been on me for over five months because they didn’t want to get a job until I told them I’m on the verge of offing myself. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I love my partner so much but I don’t know how to explain that I’m not doing well and I need more than their half ass tries at helping me once in a blue moon. They have their own trauma from their childhood and past relationships but I’ve mentioned SO MANY TIMES what I need to feel better and it’s always looked over or pushed aside. I’m just so exhausted and I don’t know what to even do anymore.