I don't know what to do anymore
I’ve had reflux since childhood, according to my mother, even since I was a baby.
In my case, the problem is mechanical: my lower esophageal sphincter (cardia) does not close properly. I’ve always considered it a “secondary” issue, despite the constant pain it has caused me.
Over time, though, it has worn me down completely. Today, at 25, I can say it plainly: this condition has progressively destroyed me. Insomnia, loss of appetite… I can’t take it anymore.
Gaviscon no longer has any effect, nor does Maalox.
So I started looking into solutions. Surgery seems necessary.
The problem is that I have a strong fear of general anesthesia (don’t laugh please). On top of that, I’ve read many negative accounts about the procedures (Nissen/Toupet): inability to vomit, difficulty burping, recurring hiccups…
While waiting for clearer answers, I considered PPIs, which had worked quite well for me in the past.
Another issue: my doctor advised against continuing them due to potential long-term side effects, particularly on mineral absorption even if, at this point, that feels almost secondary.