u/GettinMe-Mallet

I went a few days on very little sleep, only eventually falling asleep in my chair, and at some point tiping it in the night, even if that somehow didn't wake me up. The dream itself was nothing too special, at least to me at this point. Just walk there in the pathway surrounded by fucking snakes, fighting enemies along the way, get to map, waves of enemies, flip of snakes after I win.

I suppose this is the first time its happened in the new market I suppose. I have had dreams in the market, but it was always the old one dispite the update happening. It was also on a different path in that void pathway, making me think that night market is actually a different location in my dreams. Maybe i should try mapping that out after this. Maybe that does make the dream notable? I think its stayed consistent, but its not like there are any real visual aids to tell where you are, only the doors to different maps.

I dont know why, but i expected more from the dream. Is that weird? I mean, i almost die in it for the first time, and find one of those fucking snakes in my real game for the first time. Maybe i waited those fucking snakes out when I stayed up? I probably got an hour of sleep a day for like 2 or 3 days. Those fucking snakes are cowards, I already knew that, maybe they are to cowardly to press their advantage? I dont know, tell me yall's opinion on it.

Anyways, to the important bit. Today I downloaded some magic mods to see if they would transfer over to my dreams. I mean, my armor did after started using that historical knight armor mod, and enemies use modded weapons, so why wouldn't it? It was the dagger magic mod and mystic hands. Sadly I couldn't get hands to work, but the dagger one did, and its fun. However while I was testing it out in the home area I saw the one bastard in game again. I pressed the meta menu button on my controller, effectively pausing everything so I could get the best screenshot I could at the angle. Its kinda hard to see, but you can see the fucker spying from behind the house. When I got back in the game I immediately went for the fucker, and I would have got them if I didn't full force punch the helmet on my armor stand like a dumbass. It headed for the rocks, but I didn't find it again.

Im open to ideas on what to do besides downloading op mods like the viltrumite mod or infinite health. Im not a coward or a cheat, and in some messed up way, I enjoy this because this does fulfill my knight fantasy. I still hate those fucking snakes, I am going to kill each one of them, but im thankful I get to play this role. Its at least something happening in my life I guess. Call me a dumbass if you wish, I kinda agree.

About 2/3rds of a year ago, I started having nightmares about this game, and these human headed piece of shit snakes watching me the whole time. I threw together some pics and posted to, in a way, show off "these cool dreams" I was having.

https://www.reddit.com/r/BladeAndSorcery/s/CRDVwNlFko

https://www.reddit.com/r/BladeAndSorcery/s/gUdV6LeW8q

They didn't exactly stop after the last post, I just stopped drawing them and posting about it because I assumed no one really cared after the first 2. Don't get me wrong, its not like every night I was plagued with nightmares of human headed snakes sending enemies after me, but I fully admit that as life has gotten more stressful the dreams have become more frequent. I also admit that, in the dreams, I am having a rougher time surviving.

Unless there is demand for it, I wont be drawing past dreams out and telling what happened because with a few exceptions it has been entirely "i walk on that void pathway surrounded by those mother fucking snakes untill i get to a map. I survive waves of npcs untill the fucking snakes give up for the night and leave me be.

I use bas as a bit of a escape to let out my more violent urges because I will not fucking let that shit build up until I hurt someone. Bad day at work? Bas. My dad call to yell? Bas. Etc etc. However these fucking snakes are becoming a bigger problem. They have been on my mind a lot the past few months, and it has been hindering my creative projects including my comic series and game, and know my venting about my issue has been the reason for my friends drifting away, although im doing my best to fix that Last one. I guess thats why this post is so rambly. Venting is good I suppose, but im here about something else.

I fucking saw one in game and took a screenshot of it as proof. I know the axe is blocking the end of it, but I promise it isnt connected to a body, and the tail isn't just some neck bug going into the ground. I yanked that mother fucker out of the sky with telekinesis magic, and the weird angle it's head is in is from where it bounced off the ground.

This happened a little bit ago, and I finally stopped shaking. I dont know why I was only scared after the fact. When I originally saw it I was actually overcome with rage, hence why I bounced the bastard, but after a minute, I remembered I was actually playing the game, not dreaming. I know it sounds stupid, like, "nah duh you weren't asleep", but the dreams "gameplay" is just bas with realistic physics, meaning no sending npcs across the map, and I have had the dreams multiple times this past week. I suppose that isnt an excuse for being a dumbass mistaking a game for a dream, huh? Haha.

Last night in one of these nightmares I came the closest I've come to dying, I lost all my weapons and was forced to use an axe from a mod that doesn't have good hit detection, but somehow I lived. Dispite the fact i lived, the fucking snakes seemed pleased as they flew back into the void above, pissing me off. I woke up with a pretty bad headache and sore neck, obviously sleeping on it wrong, but i cant help but be scared all this is connected.

Before one of you mention therapy, no. My job took away all my days but Monday a week ago, and I've got no call backs yet. I need to focus on important stuff.

I know the fans of these characters will disagree, and I probably would too if I was actually really big fan of one of those franchises, but there is too many. To me, these guys are just exist to be modded into something else