u/GetLaidOff69

Basically the title.

While No party is saint.
BJP might be 0.01% less evil.
Being North Bengali, who has always been deserted by State govt, we want to see the change, Anyone but TMC.

Only competitor is BJP
Suppose they come in power.
And then all these Tinukakas join BJP, Will Modi/Amit Shah let it happen thinking it will bring more voters or there will be a ban?
If no Ban, then then inherently TMC and its gundaraj will remain in ground reality with the coating of BJP.
in this case Poriborton will be useless.

I am in Kundalini Journey from 6+ years
First 3 years was Upward movement, feminine, energy was flowing until heart, emotional.
Then I had sensory neural hearing loss out off blue, and from that day upward flow stopped, and downward started, hearing came back 80% after 2 weeks, emotion gone, and felt like I got access to quantum state, primal feeling. Energy flowing crown to heart.

After 1.5 years it balanced out.

But ever since of that, I developed insane light and audio sensitivity, tinnitus intensified and trance.

Every time I use display, within 3 hours Migraine starts hitting and by evening it takes over, until I take bath or go to sleep.
I don't have sleeping problem though.

I started taking supplements, like Citicoline, Magnesium , these helped a lil but not much.
I got FL 41 glass, which lessened 50% of migraine.
But over time got tolerant.
Been to 5+ doctors, MRI, Citi Scan,
A lot of beta blockers, anti-depressant, nothing helps at all, the moment i quit taking it comes back.
Weed helps, but chronic uses causes so much problem, and Migraine comes back.
Pain killer doesn't work properly and high on kidney load.

Last week the report came out to be: "Trigeminal sensitization combined with autonomic nervous system stress response"

I am IT guy, If I don't use computer, my future is doomed.
Got laid off last year. working on personal projects, hence using Computer.
I changed display, refresh rate, brightness 25%, nothing really helps.

I am clueless.

The only thing is, from last 12-16 months I have an insanely active crown activity, raw mystical experiences which flips the definition of life/existence, while the Migraine problem is fu*king me up, even now when writing.

What can I really do?
I can't just go to Doc and say HEY I HAVE KUNDALINI