u/GapOverall968

Hey guys, so I’m 24 years old was diagnosed at around 15 years old due to tests for something else. I have been going every 1-3 years, it has now been 3.5 years since my last cardio appt, I was due for one at 3 years. My cardiologist is contacting me to schedule my next appt but I am so torn on if I want to do it, lately I’ve been having anxiety thinking about it all and I almost feel I’d rather live as peacefully as possible not knowing its condition until something happens, as opposed to going to an appt and having them say it’s getting worse and I need intervention and then my whole life being flipped upside down and ruining everything. If I go for an appt and they tell me bad news my life will certainly never be the same and I will not have any chance of having a single day of peace or happiness until it is sorted… I just don’t know what to do