desensitized to love
after my longterm relationship ended, i’ve yet to feel whatever “love” is again. i had a guy court me and grabe yung princess treatment niya sa akin, tugma rin personality and humor namin, pero i didn’t feel the same intensity of feelings as i did with my ex. another guy wants to pursue me ulit, i’m physically attracted to him and inaalagaan din niya ako, but again, i don’t feel the same intensity of feelings as i did with my ex.
i’ve felt both guy’s heartbeats nung kasama ko sila and ambilis tas ako parang wala lang. ‘di ko alam kung desensitized nako sa love lol. i’m not looking for someone like my ex again, pero i do miss the feeling of loving someone so much you can physically feel the warmth in your chest hahaha. anw, gumo-go with the flow nalang ako ngayon