u/Funny_Consequence514

The weight of my future scares me.

It feels like I’ve been shot in the chest with infinite possibility leaving an empty crater. Greed powers me and money is the saturator. I am afraid. I am afraid of being nothing. I am afraid of never reaching any true potential. I am afraid. What should I do? Give up? Take a leap of faith? Kill myself? Turn to addiction and substance abuse? Float by as a loser who never took the chance to become someone? I am sick to my stomach.

The weight of my future terrifies me.