Ketamine therapy for betrayal trauma?
I’m curious if anyone has had luck with ketamine therapy after betrayal trauma?
long story short, my husband has been engaging in multiple emotional (all he’ll fess up to) affairs. I found the first one almost 3 years ago and like a dummy, forgave him ehe they continued behind my back. last summer, after discovering his latest affair, I snapped for lack of better term and I haven't been the same since. Since late august, I’ve Lost 50 lbs, have issues with gastric emptying, high cholesterol, low blood sugar. I can’t go more than a few days without sobbing uncontrollably. Everything triggers me - for example,my husband spent a day on the golf course with his affair last December, and when he even says the word golf it sends me into a spiral. There’s nothing normal about that. I have no energy, can’t sleep, can’t concentrate. I feel no joy. Just a heavy blanket of sadness. Anxiety attacks multiple times a week, fainting episodes… on and on. I’ve tried everything. Medication, counseling, journaling, prayer (im a person of faith), tapping therapy, natural remedies, and almost 10 months after my “snap” I am seeing little progress. I’m so tired of feeling so damn sad and angry and triggered and broken and worthless. All the things. I feel like ketamine might be my last chance at finally getting some relief and working through the grief.
has anyone had luck? I’m desperate for something to help me.
TIA.