u/Funny-Button8542

i now prefer to be understood and helped honestly. The progress was steady and i am patient. im in a way better shape but it still remains. when my neurologist explained to me this is a lifelong condition i didnt take it as serious bc i thought i would be good eventually but as it gets warmer im feeling that same internal shake in my system and being tall and having ms is an awful combo tbh and nobody know or sees what im dealing with people thinking im goofy but im not my motor control isnt great. i still have that nerve palsy “wtf is wrong with him” strain+ resting face. then folks ask me do i play basketball omg ur wasting ur frame if i was u xyz smh. dont have a background in basketball, i loved football as a kid, i now go to college at 22 trying things out. by myself too im distant from my family. tired of being misunderstood so i feel like explaining but they end up more confused or it feels like im seeking validation so i settle with misunderstandings but i hate it. im not sure if i have adhd or not too many dots i see no one else does. no more being a victim im trying to empower myself past the fatigue. I know this is a test from God i will try my best. i just wanted to express that.