u/Funny-Ad6552

I'm tired of getting dismissed. I truly wants to give up but if I stop right now means I will fail again and while spending so much time hesitating to get off this train, I cannot afford to move anymore. Why does it feels like all the doctors treat me like I'm some kind of scammers when I already push my hardest to be true to them? I let myself being valuable just to end up being look down and getting the "I've seen this play" smirks again and again. Do I need to hang my heart out just so they can take me seriously? I'm exhausted. Do I need to hang my heart out just to make someone take me seriously?