I’m a 25 M and my girl is 23. She is my ex. She dumped me to be with someone else because we were toxic and now we’re talking again. She came and visited me and we’ve been talking for 2 months and when we have talked on the phone we talked about how she left me. However, when we were here in person the emotions caught up to me again and I couldn’t stop crying. Instead of her comforting me she kinda just watched me cry, and played her game and watched her show on her phone. She did try to comfort me but I felt it wasn’t enough. Then just now she woke me up in the middle of the night bc she LOST HER FUCKING VAPE CHARGER. Then she finally wanted to talk, and she literally kept me up and started crying about how much she wanted to go home and how this was a mistake. Then we found her charger and I kept crying and she literally just said we’re gonna figure it out and went back to bed. Like it feels like she literally just wanted to find her fucking charger. I don’t know what to do, someone please help me. She means a lot to me and idk if I can find anyone else, but I also don’t know if I can do this. She tells me she wants me and she says it all the time but I don’t know it just doesn’t feel the same or doesn’t really seem like she cares, it just seems like she wants a good time bc I live in south Florida now. All she wants to do is go to the beach or pool or drink and it doesn’t really seem like she actually cares ab me.
EDIT: she saw me make this post and wanted to clarify some things, once again she said she did comfort me and I mean she did but it just didn’t really feel like enough. Also another thing that upset me this weekend was that literally all she wanted to do was drink, it was her bday weekend so I understand but I was really sick and I please asked if we couldn’t drink and she still wanted to even though she said she wouldn’t. And she made me feel bad about it bc it was her bday weekend. I literally took her to walk around downtown and then she just didn’t enjoy it and then like randomly snapped bc we weren’t at a bar and bc it was Sunday and it was her “last day here.” Am I being a buzzkill or am I valid for trying to be sober and enjoy company with each other bc we literally always drink