Can yall suggest me best late night drive typa songs like:
portrait of time
shit i'm dreaming (last part)
latt lagg gyi
dil nu
kalank(that mai tera mai tera part)
phir se udd chala (that turu turu part)
darkhaast
Deva Deva typa vibes
wanna make a crisp playlist so i need 15-20 songs
its only been 6 days? since ive been home and am already exhausted, i got that feeling that terrible feeling that i last time got in 11th, felt this huge amount of pressure, gpa badhegi?? will i even get an internship, will i ever get a job. i got 93 in 10th its fine for anyone but, for me its the only best thing ive ever did ig, i felt so proud of it, ltr everyone gets these many yrr. My parents pressured me sm after 10th i lost my spark i felt dull and due to jee i fked everything, even boards just fking 74%, now am in this fking ass clg which i never expected from me. Its like i wanna do things i wanna network, i wanna participate in hackathons i wanna do personal projects, i wanna do everything but everything makes me so anxious, itna introvert hogya hu yr kaise hi kisi se baat kru, upar se parents yr, and dost bhi aise banaliye hai jo ambitious nahi h, ambitious choddho like they have something or the other thing in mind, anyway bhai how do i even blame everything to them, eventually its me only na.
and its not just studies bhai the food is so shit i already have some health problems before coming to clg and i lost 10 kgs ig was 58 before, am 49 rn, gym jane se phele hi aur body dysmorphia hota hai.
just above 8 cgpa alr over with 2nd year idk if i will even be shortlisted for placements, but my parents are pressuring sm ki 9.5 ke upar laa kaise bhi tabhi gpa sudhregi, which ik but howtf do i, am not that good yr.
i dont have extracurricular skill ive nothing what the fuckk will i do, if not studies.
idk why did i type this but today's dinner w the family was one of the top 5 worst dinners ive ever had, felt overwhelmed isliye aagya khair shyd baatein choddne mein acha hu, anyway