u/Fun_Bumblebee9422

What does it mean when Allah swt is always on my mind, it might sound normal but every moment in my day if I’m cleaning or even eating I think about Allah swt or the deen. I’m definitely not the best Muslim like I need to perfect my Salah and do more charity etc but everyday I think of the deen. Sometimes I think my mind is depressing because I shouldn’t over stress. I always think about death and if I miss a prayer I think about it often and then when I pray I will feel estatic and want to share the importance of it to family or friends and tell them things like the shaytan wants us to go to hell and the mercy of Allah swt. I have like “religious” outbursts of feelings and emotions often but I’m far from perfect.

Feels like my heart loves Allah swt so much but my mind knows I’ve done bad sins and if I do good it’s not worth much.

Hopefully I make sense but what could I do to better my thoughts?

I just had my phone call review, it was simple, just answered and explained anything she asked. Just noticed my newborn isn’t on my claim so she updated my circumstances. And the questions about my transactions were who are two people on my statements, my ex for child maintenance and someone I go to for skincare. And the rest of the questions didn’t apply to me so it was “no” to all of them. It went smoothly and she was kind just following a guideline she has and I complied. Simple review call if anyone thinks to be worried then don’t be. I was so anxious but I definitely was overthinking.

But how long do I get a response from that phone review to tell me they need more evidence or review is complete. ???
Because I was waiting three months for today’s call.

I have the review tomorrow morning, even though I have nothing to hide I’m just quite nervous about them going through my bank statements. I don’t have any other income or savings over £6k but my outgoings is what I worry about. I have two kids and one of them is almost five months old so the past four months my spending has been high due milk, clothes, items for the baby and home etc. I also exchange money with my ex often for our kids, like child maintenance. I’m just so nervous, I am on lcwra for chronic migraines and anxiety. I don’t have any capital or savings etc not sure why I’m worried but I think it’s the feeling of someone going through my statements it’s quite awkward.

What type of questions will I be asked on my universal credit review. Will they scrutinise my spendings and I’m even worried on the call that my baby might cry to long and interrupts the call. Might sound silly but I’m proper dreading it lol.