u/Fun-Mortgage-4436

Feel free to move on from this. It's not important anyway. I'm so sick and tired of everything being about this stupid disease. I am a liability to everyone who loves me and I've willed myself into a depressive state that I will never escape. I don't need reassurance for this. I'm just tired. I hate myself. I wish there was a way for me to back out of this life without causing anyone pain but I can't do that so I have to just grit my teeth and move on. I've already ruined my life and most of my relationships, I'm incapable of loving anyone because I'm constantly scared of messing it up or I'm scared of the uncertainty that comes with trusting people. I wish I was gone. I wish nobody ever had the misfortune of meeting me.