Words can’t even describe how much of a failure I feel to be pregnant for a 3rd time. Im a mature student, I’m in my 2nd year of uni and this is exam month. Worst possible time for me to be pregnant all because of failed contraception.
The last 2 abortions I had were medical abortions, and they were hell. The 1st one the cramping wasn’t too bad, but I wouldn’t stop bleeding severely because of the partial foetus stuck in my cervix which a doctor had to pull out, but after that it was smooth sailing. The 2nd medical abortion was even worse, months of severe cramps, several antibiotic courses and I had to take the abortion pills a 2nd time.
Should I go for the surgical abortion this time? What are your experiences/advice? BTW im 4 weeks. I’m also on pain meds and several medications so I’m not even sure I can be sedated. I just want this abortion to be done with and not suffer months of pain.
I always was so scared of the surgical abortion because of a friends experience, her describing watching the foetus be sucked out of her was traumatic.