u/Fun-Doubt1045

Im a 20yo male and after a long stint with alcoholism ive finally gotten a grip on my life but for some reason I just don't feel worthy of trying to date rn

I haven't had a gf in 4 years and I feel like without having anything substantial to offer as far as financial stability im just wasting time

I know that the material isnt everything but im kind of at a loss

Right now im in a sober living and i have a good job at a manufacturing plant but all I do is go to work and go home, should I just pay for a dating app or something. Let me know people's it's much appreciated