u/Full-Vast-3675

It feels like my mind is screaming you want it...u like it with women but everytime I end up crying, going back into past things and I don't understand how can I just completely change...like how do I not feel for men anymore..I loved them so much before all this i don't get it...I don't know what i m doing with my life

I m having a full blown panic attack... My whole life feels like a lie ..I don't feel comfort from anyone and I hv been having suicidal thoughts