u/FujisakiChihiro

I quit a few days ago because I didn't feel like buying another pack and I was just sick of being addicted to nicotine. The first few days I had cravings but otherwise felt fine. Today, my cravings aren't nearly as bad but the withdrawal is hitting me like a train. I went back to work today and I couldn't focus at all. Reality feels like a dream right now. I've been jumpy and twitchy, and I ended up going home because everything was too much. I haven't felt this anxious in a long time. I know quitting nicotine is difficult yet ultimately a good decision, but I still just feel so weak and irresponsible for not being able to handle withdrawal. I still don't want to put any more nicotine in my body, but it feels like everything's crashing down and that there's no tomorrow. I don't know how to handle it right now.