u/Fubusu

Hello there,

Ive binged today again, for the previous month me and my partner had very intense and stressfull times, a lot of words were spoken that i would not rather hear, then i ate my emotions away, i wanna avoid those feelings, im so lonely, ive put so mich effort in this relationship but at the end when im drowning no one can lead me a hand, im so tired of this bs, ive binged 23 out of 30 days of april, today i realized its not doing anything, i feel nothing, only anger and disgust when i look in the mirror, i wanna be better partner, i want to lookk better, i want to revive myself when i was 15kg lighter, god please help me with that, i cant do this anymore….