Sharing my life's journey as a 29 year old hopeless romantic guy. I always find it funny looking back at my love life from being such a controlling bf to a total push over trying to please my girl yet still end up being clueless about what I did wrong until I met "the one". We dated and had the best time of my life, she taught me a lot of things and made me a better person, things were going great until she left me for her career in politics. Ofc I was devastated but having the knowledge and strength to move on, I did and it went very well for me. Masaya ako para sa kanya kasi nakikita ko yung impact nya sa bayan nila, so proud of her. Recently I congratulate her after I saw her post na married na sya.
I've always dream of becoming a man who can provide and be independent while enjoying the life of a single man. For years I enjoyed being single- dating women from left to right and money isn't a problem, had a job abroad and everything is gucci. Enter Ms heartbreaker.
Met her online and we had a lot of things in common and also differences. Asked her out at naging kami. At first di ko talaga feel na mahal ko sya or anything special kasi nga I know she's really into me and I felt her love to the point na na cringe na ako. Yes, Im an asshole but hear me out man, I eventually fallen completely head over heels for her. She helped me get through very stressful times, she would send me voice messages singing and I felt like I won the lottery.
Being away with her in months we barely have constant communication and it took a toll on her.
One day I forgot to send her something on Valentines day and not a single message, and that moment all went downhill.
Pag uwi ko we had a long conversation and she decided she had to let me go because she can't feel my love and we're not compatible at all because I work outside the country for months and we barely talk most of the time.
Nawalan ako ng gana bumalik sa labas not because she left me but because Ive always wanted to switch career. Yung trabahong masaya ako. I knew life went easy on me because after a year I found the job I truly love.❤️
Masaya ako na kahit hindi ganon kalaki ang kita, I get to enjoy my life at hawak mo pa oras mo but there are times na naiisip ko, it would be better kung may babaeng nagpapakilig pa din on the mix. I miss it very much, now 29 feel ko na wala na kong "game" or I lost my mojo sa dating world... nag try mag meet ng girls and all I found are new friends with each of their own love life 😆
Nag tatanong mga long time friends ko kung kelan daw ang big day... di sila aware na matagal na kong single and Im trying my best hahaha
Yes I love what I have today and Im so grateful that I get to live the life of a man I wanted to be 10 years ago, pero sa totoo lang parang mas masaya pa ako noong hinahabol to kesa sa na achieve 😅
In few weeks mag ttry out ako ng new hobby, hopefully matulungan ako nitong maging kuntento sa buhay.
Thanks!