u/Frosty_Hat3048

I am applying as a NRI candidate, i have 96% in 10th boards and 76% in 11th annuals (science background PCM+ eco) because of an accident, i have alot of extra curriculars and internship certificates as well as letter of recommendations from 2 head of departments at my school, i am fairly good at studying and i have applied for BBA decision science in central campus, im anticipating around 91-93% in my 12th boards. PLEASE tell me honestly if i have a chance since this is the most competitive round. I am also pretty confident during interviews.

I feel like such a failure, i didnt study all throughout my 12th not even during boards but im still anticipating around 90+%, i got rejected by christ in the second round despite having one of the best interview experiences i milked my vocab in SA, my MP was a pretty hard topic and i was able to speak confidently and my i was able to answer all the academic questions correctly, still rejected. i went to ipmat coaching for an year and still didnt study there and just wasted my parents money, i have again wasted over 45k on college applications and i feel like i wont be able to get in most, my ipmat was horrible but that was expected, i was even aiming to give cuet but i only have 6days and no preparation i really dont know what to do. My mom grilled me today about this for the first time, she is usually quiet and she let me choose whatever i wanted to pursue and all but now shes finally retaliating and obviously it makes sense, please someone help me what can i do my dms are open.