u/Fraystry

I'm not gonna kid myself and deny that tripping like once a week for 4 years is anything but addiction. Thought tbf i haven't been once a week and I've taken a decent amt of breaks but Ive got perma tolerance so I'm a piece of shit lmao. Idk where I'm going with this but does anyone else feel like a piece of garbage but are also okay with it? The feeling is kinda hard to explain but I think I'm happy? Maybe happy isn't the right word but idrk. My dad smokes meth under baseball bleachers so maybe it's in my dna but I've made my peace with the fact that I'm a piece of shit cough syrup addict. Just a lil thought I had after 2 tallboy smirnoff ices lmao if only I wasn't a sad drunk id enjoy it more :(

Any cultures or dynasty's I could revive? Trying to push through and get my final few achievements and one of them is 1453. What shall be my magnum opus