u/FoxOtherwise7377

He knows I don’t like being picked up. He weighs less than me and I already struggle with that as it is. He hugged me and cracked my back earlier and then picked me up. I saw his face. I saw the strain and I was humiliated. He said that I don’t weigh that much and I’m not that heavy but I saw his physical reaction. He doesn’t understand because he is thin. My body image, self worth and self esteem suck so I overreacted and yelled at him to put me down I’m too fat and heavy then I just walked away.

He was trying to be sweet and playful but I can’t do it and now I’m sad and humiliated. I’m tired of my insecurities getting in the way :(