I need support from this community
I need to hear if anyone else can relate to what I'm going through right now 🥹🥹 and I need to hear if I was the problem and emphatetic enough towards the whole situation or he's just avoidant who never deserved my attention ??
I was being discarded probably month ago by a man with a micro penis. When I say micro penis I mean something big as button shroom so whatever I did I couldn't feel any of the impact of that shroom on me ?? I tried every technique , used sex toys , but man I never felt anything I genuinely started to dissociate and felt like avoidant myself ...
everytime when I was giving him a BJ he wanted me to pretend I'm gagging and I can't breathe and have tears in my eyes !!! Only tears in my eyes at that point were coming from the suppressed laughter ...
Then months go by , but his shroom is not getting bigger he still wants me to pretend he has some massive 🍆 instead he avoids any normal conversation about it and I struggle....then one day I ask him for accountability I tell him please , please admit your penis is a size of a shroom and we can move and grow together ...
No he discarded me next day without any explanation I had to pack all my stuff my sex toys everything and within 24 hours I was gone 🥹🥹🥹
Do you think I was being in the wrong wanting him to admit his penis size or should I start and pretend gagging because he obviously wanted me to ??
Please please this is serious and I need help from all of you guys and specially from some sexual therapists and experts
Thank you 🥹🥹🥹