so after i started i got very lucid-like ( i could control but it felt real not like a dream i didn’t know i was dreaming ) and meaningful dreams like prophecy? idk the word used my bad. and in those dreams i often saw 2 people my friend and a guy i like. the dreams with my friend it felt real life and then sometimes she would do the things she did in the dream in real life. like one of the dreams w her she was holding 3 cards in her hand one of them was the sun and 2 made up cards and then she never does tarot but she used my cards and she picked up the sun card and was like thsi is an interesting card 😭. the dreams w her im always anxious because i feel like there is smth happening to her and i wanna protect her? and after the dream i would wake up physically feeling what i felt in the dream. and the guy is so random to me but the dreams that had him in it i could physically and emotionally feel them and in one of them i was lost after a tarot reading i did irl through my cat, i didn’t get it and he appeared in my dream out of nowhere explained what it meant to me. althouhj the vibes were off he was exploiting me ig? (and even the dream i thought he was cute). also it took me a while to realise it was him from that specific dream because he looked a little messy and different.

overall maybe its astrology related too? my friend’s 12H is virgo and she has a stellium w like 5-6 planets (south node, moon, venus, sun and etc.) and my 8H ruled by virgo my south node, saturn and vx are there. don’t know about the dude bc idk him well enough to know his burth chart. or is it just my internal fears and they are playing the role of my fears? like my friend is my anxiety and the guy is my trust issues?

a guy that i think is cute but don’t have contact with just run into each other 2-3 times a week. what does he think of me?
fox, mice, rider and tower.
maybe he thinks i’m depressive and sneaky like he thinks i run into him intentionally and the rider and tower he wants to come forward but he isn’t letting himself.
this was my first interpretation so pls give tips as well as interpretation help.

context: theres a guy in my student building. i thought hes cute for a while then i found out he has a gf and then stopped running into him for a while but a cpl months ago i had a feeling they broke up and now i’m running into him again. we have only talked once and i’m a really shy and introverted person and been depressed lately so i’m closed off. he has an intense gaze but i can’t tell if its for everyone or just me. anyways i’m bored and recently lost a cpl of my minor arcana so i’m only doing with major arcana.

What does he feel for me? Death.
He can feel my depression maybe lol. He thinks i have negative energy?
Clarifier for Death— Emperor.
He might have an interest, he might want to end his own cycles (w his ex) and start something new with me but the emperor in him keeps that in control. Any thoughts about me are immediately shut down bc of the emperor.
Why does he try to shut me out? Strength.
Maybe he thinks i’m the kind of girl that will try to change him, but hes not mentally ready for that. He might think i’m too much more than he can handle rn.

second opinions?

Deck is original rider waite