u/Forward-Anxiety10420

Hello i am a closeted gay and recently i have realised that if have no other queer friends around you then all you can do is hookups. Being a closet homosexual in Pakistan is a very lonely path. I know this isn’t gonna work but my question is

Is there any community or a group of queers in Lahore who can adopt me??? I have a job and i am 24

the grease in your hair seeps into ur skull and whispers evil things and when you shower it goes away and you feel better

How to survive in this era when you have no one to talk about your day to day stuff. I have friends but we are not that close. I have tried journaling or reading books but after a time things become boring again, and the void of human connection creeps back in.

I mean I might be a victim of lonely men epidemic but what the secret of staying content with your freedom?