AIO for being upset that im the last person to get updates from my long-distance gf
My girlfriend (20F) and I (19F) have only been together for about a month. It is really amazing so far, I mean it hasn't been long, so I'd hope so. We have met before in person and all that, and we were friends for several months before dating.
These past few days I've kind of noticed that it rubs me the wrong way with the time she updates me on important things in comparison to others. I know it's definitely insecurities from previous relationships. I've also never been good at communicating my feelings about certain things in previous relationships; with her I have been trying very hard to communicate with her and it's been going great. However... I want to know if this is overreacting before I say something because I wouldn't want to just be self-sabotaging or anything.
Anyway, it's finals week for us all, and both today and yesterday she didn't message me at all for like an hour after being done with her finals. She posted about it on her instagram note the second she was out of the exams, but then didn't message me for some time after that. It kind of feels a bit sad because whenever exciting things happen in my life, shes the first person I want to update. Maybe I'm simply being insecure and all that, I don't know.
Edit: Also probably only something I care about because otherwise I am pretty lonely since all of our friends and her go to the same college... and I don't have friends at this school and have to wait to join them all next semester.
PS: I had asked her beforehand to update me with how her exam went. It wasn't me feeling entitled. I don't think she needs to update me on everything. It was upsetting because I had asked her to specifically for that. It was a hard exam she was anxious about