▲ 26 r/Schizoid
This is not a life
Thankfully there is a "rant" flair lol.
How am I supposed to live in such a semi-zombie like state ?
Living in my head ,anhedonia ,abulia ,apathy you name it .
I want to live a meaningful and creative life or to end my life but I am a total coward to do so .
Do not get me wrong. I admit there are worse . i could be living in a war torn zone suffering from famine and disease.
I wonder what kind of God exists . I believe in existence of God but I am not so sure about his benevolence and intentions.S
What kind of purpose could he have for a schizoid?
u/Former-Marionberry63 — 1 day ago