u/ForeverAnonymous260

I had a baby 6 months ago. My period was a week late so I took a test last night and it was immediately positive as soon as my urine started moving across the window. I knew I wanted to terminate. I’ve had PPD and got on Zoloft in January and I’m in therapy. I had a complicated labor and delivery when I developed severe pre-eclampsia and hemorrhaged and needed a blow transfusion. I am not ready to be pregnant again. The only place near me that does abortions is planned parenthood. The soonest surgical option was 5/15 but they could do a teleheath for me today to get the pills mailed to me so I chose that. I’m terrified of the pills though. I’ve read many horror stories about them. Before I had my son, I had two miscarriages and one required a D&C and it was such a painless, easy experience. I was hoping to have that again but I’m not sure I want to wait all the way until 5/15. I am hoping since this is my fourth pregnancy, I’ve given birth fairly recently and had a D&C already that my cervix will be easily softened and my uterus will just know what to do and hopefully the pills won’t be as bad as I’ve heard about. Anyone have any words of encouragement?