u/ForeignCommercial24

My social circle has been going downhill for a while now. But never have I ever felt so alone and lonely. Not a single soul to talk to, not a single person I can call or text and talk to.

I went to a different city for a couple of weeks, and I felt so alive, even though I was kinda lonely there, too. Now that I'm back home, it's worse than ever. I don't feel like talking to anyone. And I feel like no one wants to talk to me.

I crave actual human connection, but I dont think anyone will ever see me as one of their closest friends. I always feel like there is a secondary group chat that I'm not part of. The imposter syndrome is deafening.