u/FondWolf164

a little bit about my situation, i was in a pretty bad school environment, i thought that was the root issue of my depression, turns out it wasn’t. i switched school, i thought i was getting better, turns out i was just gaslighting myself into thinking things were better when in reality they weren’t. i’m back to square one. i try and try to get better, i do things to try to change my life, none of it helps. people think i’m better, but in reality i think i just got better at hiding it. i don’t see the point in trying more, considering i have no energy to try anymore. because trying to improve my mental health obviously isn’t working. a lot of it too is loneliness, and i’ve tried to make friends. i either just feel left out (like how i feel with my track team, i don’t fit in) or just like these people don’t like me or want me around. i’m just losing hope i thought i once had. i feel like i have no reason to live. what’s the point.