Marriage rant
Me and my husband are separated. He barely sees the kids. His job is 4 days on 5 days off And switch. During his days at work he doesn't even stop by to tell them hi. He doesn't call to tell them I love you. I have to call him. When he calls he just wants to talk about his job. On his days off like last week he didn't see his children our boys for 8 days. Saying school work, gym, cooking, cleaning. Is more important but in reality everytime I called he was just sitting in bed watching TV. I only ask him for $500 a month. Even tho I'm out of a job I've applied to every daycare around my area but all are full. Yesterday for the first time I asked him for an extra $40 which wasn't even extra it was still within range of the $500. He kept saying he "does everything" and I should be saying "thank you" which I have said thank you for things. That I won't be able to hold a man down and no man will want me it just became a whole situation. He won't send me the money on another card he just hands me his card. He will play the perfect husband in front of people he doesn't know. But behind the mask it's hell. He doesn't play with our children. He never taught our sons anything. Me and my parents have. Yet he will blame me saying I left 3 months ago. Mind you i left because he attacked our son missing him by an inch and it was the first and last time..
I'm actually scared to tell him I want to refile. Our divorce. Because of his temper lately and he does own a gun because of his job. His temper lately is unpredictable. I don't think he would do anything but the problem is his temper lately.