Hey,
In the last weeks and months I had a lot of time to reflect, go to therapy and grow. I know see that breaking up was the right decision because we weren’t happy in our dynamic. I realised that my anxious patterns and idealisation of plans pushed you to be someone you weren’t and I am sorry for that. I couldn’t bring you peace because at the End I wasn’t at peace with myself and honestly I didn’t really like the pushy and needy version of myself who needed constant reassurance and was dependent on your mood neither.
I do a lot of work to be at peace with myself again, get rid of my deeply rooted insecurities and become a better version of myself.
In our last conversation I couldn’t really express how thankful I was for the time we had and that you showed me what it means to feel really happy with someone and to love unconditionally. I will never forget what we had and will always be cherish for the memories we made, you will always be one of my favorite chapters.
I know you maybe dont want to hear from me again but I bet a lot of things are happening for both of us and I miss sharing them with you. How have you been?