i day dream about a lot off different stuff, but a lot of it is about me doing things i am scared to do or talk to people i am scared to. so i decided to try by posting about it since some of the daydreams are about me posting stuff online.
i also dream about helping people, understanding, debating and being a good friend. I guess i want others to see me that way. But i am already a pushover And dont stand up for my self or my needs so i feel like its just making it even harder to take care of my own needs. I dont speak to many people and am very closed of sometimes i dream about talking to others about stuff but i dont dare to. worst part about it is that there is so many wonderful people around me, i take them for granted. i am so lucky, yet i feel like this. its been tree years.
every time someone asks «why do you feel that way» my mind goes blank, and all of a sudden i cant remember a thing. my mind and emotions shut of. sometimes it even happens when talking to a psychiatrist.