does he like me and too shy or am I just being delusional
I’m so obsessed with this guy.Like I mean it isn’t like I wanna see him every day and talk to him stage it’s on I wanna have him like really really HAVE HIM. Like I want him to think about me get obsessed with me like I am to him.i can’t stop thinking about him and I am so out of his league. All of his friends are litterly obsessed with me and their friend groups main subject is me.But he is not like them.He doesnt give a fuck about me.I tried every way to catch his attention.And let me tell you how we met.We are in the same school same grade.This guy was in the same class with the two of my closest friends.I would all ways go in and out to that class last year.Everyone knew me in that class.But Iwas never had heard of him.He would always attend to MUN conferences (they are kind of big events in my town) and apparently he is a great delegate and a successful one in MUNs.Whatever one day I was out with two of my friends.One of them is the one that my friend that’s also in his class.One of them was a boy that’s in my class they met in MUNs.Anyways we were hanging out and we were like let’s prank call someone. And the boy in my class said let’s call him.I had never really heard of him or something till that moment.I did just have heard that he and his brother were really successful at MUNS.Whatever they called him the girl one was like I can’t talk he knows my voice the other one said the same and I was like okey I can talk.We started to talking. He was like who are you and I was joking and kinda teasing him we kinda like kinda flirted and while we were talking our boy mutual friend took a video of us talking on the phone and send it to their group. Their group chat litterly exploded.They were like dude how did you get this girl to talk to you like things like that.I was flettered but didn’t really cared.Days passed two weeks later our mutual friend called me again I answered and in the background there were voices like he loves you like they were messing with him and I didn’t care again.After one month school started and his friends would always shout his name when we would run into him each other at school.they did that for a week and that week he would always change his way around when he sees me.I was kinda pissed.Like I’m already ignoring you you can’t ignore me??? Our mutual friend is was like he rejected you hard.I slowly stared to obsess over him but there were nothing serious.after a few weeks later his friends stop calling his name when they see me .it kinda upset me cause I was enjoying the attention.Whatever the days passed after a few weeks later I stared to have a little crush on him.He stared to look cuter .And there was a MUN conference that our mutual friend was arranging and he was like should I add you to his brothers committee I was like yes duh and I hoped that I would catch his attention.He wasn’t even looking at me like while whole guys in the school was on the knees for me I didn’t even excited to him back then.There was one week till the conference and I was really liking him like REALLY I would shop our photos together and then that week one of my dumbass friends texted him like would you like me to introduce you to a girl and he was like nah I’m in a talking stage.i was devastated.How?I thought he wasn’t interested to me cause he wasn’t interested in girls at all.BUT THERE WAS A GIRL HE WAS TALKING TO.SO HE LIKED GIRLS AND WAS ABLE TO TALK TO THEM.so why wasn’t he like me then.Was I not enough.The weeks passed I stoped acting like I was trying to get his attention I stoped going to their class I stoped everything.there wasn’t anything between us beside like tiny stares.And weeks later like one month later we were at a mall with my friend and we runed into two close friends of our and him. My mind blowed .I was obsessed with him that while he to him back then so anyways they came near to us to say hi. We started to talk to our close friends and he tried to talk to us but I rolled my eyes whenever he talks and one of our boy friends was mentioned so I said say hi to him from me and our mutual friend pointed him and said should I say hi to him to mess with us but I said no the other one to make him jealous and we sat to Starbucks five of us we sat opposite om a small table while we were talking our shoes were thouching I could feel the butterflies and after some minutes he showed a GIRL PICTURE he was like how is she I was talking to her but it was boring so I’m thinking to set her up with a friend of mine I was devastated that cute gentleman boy dissapared litter ly then after hearing that I leaves after a few minutes but even after that I couldn’t stoped liking him I just couldn’t he was still the cutest boy but after that I would always catch him staring at Me he would always enter our class things like that but still he hasn’t made a proper move three monts passed and two weeks ago our mutual friend posted me at his story and he liked it that’s it and i dont know what should i do i really eeally really like him I WANT HIM TO BE MINE what should i do I’m even considering to putt a spell on him or something I’m okey for every way from now on.İm open for all of your suggestions