im 18 i took a 8 second hit off of a vape when. ovody was home and im so scared ive been high so many rimes before but this is different im sorry if im breaking subreddit rules i havent done this before j dont know what to do my dad just cane in and i pretended i was asleep i feel like jm lying bht im not everything is buzzing and i feel like im controlling a robot like the real me is inside and trapped and i want to tell my boyfriend because i need him right now bjt im so scared he cant know how flawed i am when km stressed i ignore everything and get high and i do it too often and sorrh im treating this like a confession just does anyone know how to stop being high kr help this feeling of feeling like im outside my body im really scared right now i want to stop being high bug i dont know how and i feel like a liar and a bad person and im sorry thank you im okay i know im okah im just scared i think i dont know i feel like a liar
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