u/Flimsy-Vacation4737

I'm doing a miniature commission for a friend of mine and possibly looking into doing it more but it genuinely feels so awkward to ask for money for this kinda thing and ask people if they would like to commission me. My friend apparently happily paying me and honestly I think I did quite a good job on the miniature but I still have a dread feeling of being some con artist fooling a friend into this, seems strange to say but I cant get over the feeling, anyone else experienced this?

Aeldari were my first and favorite army for my entire warhammer career and its just so over. Since they were my first a lot of them have really shitty paint jobs compared to what I can do now and looking at the large force to be repainted or painted in the first place is tiring but thats not even the main issue I absolutely suck at playing aeldari and every time I get stomped by someone in my lgs it just completely turns me off from painting them and don't get me started on how much other players hate aeldari. It's also so tiresome eldar bros does anyone have any tips or anything on how to work up the motivation the paint them or any tips on playstyle? Apologies if this is kind of a rant but theres not many people to complain too