u/FlatWorth5870

It's my birthday. The msg i got from my mother is something your Facebook friend would send. Treats me, an independent, self sufficient, sober daughter as an unwanted guest in her house. For the past5 years I worked in Asia. Came back to NY cause mother was begging to visit them. No choice but to stay for a few months. Getting jobs in china is not a piece of cake. Every day she demoralizes me and treats me like a public enemy number 1. Even kicked me out 2 weeks ago, had to stay in a hostel for 3 nights. My mother, my father, my sister who has a baby by the way. All seem to be agitated with my presence. Tried to enroll my sister into a billing course so she can have direction in life. Two months in demanded I cancel cause she "got no time cause of the baby". Bull shit! I'm so tired of mentally exhausting myself thinking about their well being when they couldn't care less if im breathing or not. Im tired. When I go back to China it'll be a while till I come back. Breaks my heart 💔