u/FlameShadowZXY

Having chronic illness since birth, being too short for a guy, ugly, no talents, severe social anxiety .. there's not a single good thing I've ever experienced in this pitiful life. Now I'm 30 years old still suffering from all that on top of being unemployed, having a family that got blinded by religion and shit they don't understand a thing.

Never experienced love, never had any friends, nothing ever changed its so brutal nowadays to wake up and live through every single day.. don't have anybody but myself .. can't feel a thing ..I don't even understand what's the point of living like this ? It's been 30 years goddamn it ... At this point I'd prefer to be abducted and be tortured to death .. at least that would make me feel something before I'm fucking dead.