I've noticed that when I get home late from work and have to eat later than usual, or I skip a meal, my bad breath gets worse. Does this happen to anyone else?
*P.S.: I have high Lp(a) and somewhat high cholesterol problems.
I'm a woman, and I've never had an orgasm with penetrative sex.
I'm tired of seeing posts that recommend positions that stimulate my clitoris because they don't work for me. I don't feel anything, and after a few minutes, I start to feel like a doll who can't enjoy it, so I change positions so my husband doesn't think I don't like sex with him. Sometimes I try to stimulate my clitoris myself, but I don't feel anything. It's like it disconforts me to touch it there when I have something inside my vagina. Around the time of my period, I need lube, and I feel even less. Often sex is enjoyable and I feel pleasure, because the first few cm of the vagina have some sensivity, but I know there must be much more that I'm nlt quite reaching.
I'm starting to think the problem is me. I've masturbated by stimulating my clitoris since I was a teenager, often, once or twice a week. It took me many years to have a boyfriend and get married because I focused on my career, and I come from a conservative family. I feel like I've done a lot of damage to my mind by masturbating alone and even watching porn because now I don't get aroused with my husband.
However, if I'm alone and watch a porn video, I can feel aroused. The strange thing is that I get mentally excited by the idea of a man penetrating me or kissing my body, and yet I experience all of that with my husband and I don't feel that tingling sensation that compels me to touch myself when I'm alone and leads to orgasm.
It took me a while to realize that the problem is my level of prior arousal, because if I'm not mentally aroused, it's impossible for me to have an orgasm with my husband.
I don't know what to do. I think I'm not comfortable with my husband, and I never have been, and that's the main problem.