It's been a week since I watched the movie, and I can't stop thinking about him tbh, anyone shifting for him?
Also, it's a fame dr as well, and I feel like it's the most dr I'm connected to at the moment.
So, first of all, we've been really good friends for a few weeks, sharing many secrets with each other, and helping one another a lot. All I remember is me helping them at every chance I get, because that's just my love language with my loved ones.
So, 2 of the girls, their exes were bi/gay and I eventually told them that I'm bi too. Mind you, one of them stayed with that ex until HE broke up with her.
Long story short, they started being distant and avoidant and dry etc, and when I asked why they were being like this towards me, one of them told me because they took it "personally" lol.
The thing is, I never flirted with a girl before, I told them that I'm NOT attracted to my "friends", and they KNOW that my crush is literally a guy. When I told her that, she said that's not what she meant and that they just took it personally.
Like how else personally? Lol.
Anyways, I started distancing myself from them because I didn't do anything wrong to them and I was nothing but a helpful understanding friend in the group, if they'd be bitches without me hurting anyone, I don't think it's my problem. I'm not even regretting saying that, it showed me how shallow that friendship really was.
What do you think of a situation like this?
So, I followed him last week, I know that we both had a crush on each other, eye contact and etc, but he didn't follow me back until today.
I was affirming whenever I got doubts, and listened to this playlist:
https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLAxaRXdbzKHiN3pvUB3d7f9rHKelMZPTX&si=vIDzRHHcx4BLpHxc
And nothing happened until I had a problem this morning and like I always do I listened to the problem-solving potion by Slade, it worked in a few minutes. I kept it on loop and affirmed that he followed me back and listened to my playlist, then went on with my day and forgot about it.
I checked my IG notifications, and I got this one, mind you he doesn't follow girls he doesn't know (duh) and my heart dropped and I couldn't walk without trembling lol.
I also want to add that a major thing imo is my self concept, whenever i feel obsessing over him, i affirm things like "he is in disbelief that he pulled a baddie like me" or "he's so desperate to get my attention, ofc he does, look at me" so basically i don't put him on a pedestal and try my best to remind myself that I'm the main character here.
Yeah, now idk what to do with this, ig i'll see where it goes.