Not sure what I'm hoping to get from this, maybe people know how it feels. Basically I've lost confidence teaching reformer, only been teaching for just over 3 years but in that time its blown up ,super popular and everyone who's anyone is trained to teach it. All good, no shade, but it's made me look at my own teaching and I was told a few years back to water it down, don't focus too much on postural alignment people just wanna move 'so basically I've been in my head am I saying too much, making it more complicated, not having enough fun., plus many more doubts. THe words when they leave my mouth I feel sound a bit stiff, not natural in somedays.
THis for sure is a confidence thing, imposter syndrome but I'm not a new instructor and I definitely feel like I don't fit into the Matcha and Pilates scene, nor do I want to.. again no shade, I even saw a T-shirt in Sainsbury's that read Matcha & Pilates.
Maybe I'm just in the wrong job
How do you give less shits, in work and life generally?