u/Fitattis

I've recently turned 18 (F) and my story's just the same as everyone else's. The toxicity, insecurity has been way too much to bear recently and I've been affected mentally and physically alot. I'm tired of this. My parents aren't giving much of a choice for me to even find a college in a different town let alone a diff state. I don't have money or savings or even things that I can say are mine apart from the clothes I wear. They control everything. I can't leave the house without them calling every 5 mins. The most I get out of the house is like 3-4 times a year. I don't want suicidal thoughts anymore. I just want to escape. What should I do 😣