I relapsed a couple months ago and here’s what I learned.
After having a huge breakthrough during breathwork I quit smoking weed after being a very heavy smoker since I was 16. I’m 40 now.
I successfully quit for 4 months with no problems.
After a very stressful situation and being in lovely California I decided to partake with a group of friends. Then I bought some edibles to eat.
Then it snowballed to using again every day almost all day.
My motivation tanked. I stated taking afternoon naps again started hearing my inner critic louder than ever making me feel so guilty for using again then repeating the cycle of using.
Now I’m back to ground zero but I learned a lot. Some people cannot casually use and I’m one of those people and now I know.
If I want the life I’m working hard to achieve I’m an all in kind of girl and that goes both ways. I wish I could be a casual stoner but I love everything more on weed so I cannot.
Hope this helps someone who’s considering trying it again. It really backfired on me and took me two months to finally quit again and really commit to quitting.
Peace and love! I hope you get everything you want in this life! 💪