I was a girl with big dreams, soft heart and no malice or hate when I was young .Suddenly I was enrolled in a new school,and I was slowly adjusting to new life, new people, but then one day a girl made comments why my lips were like that,why my nose was like that and I felt insecure,( I helped her in understanding topics of the subject I was good at) , ,2 girls bullied me for saying I was not good looking
I became girl who was insecure, I never told anybody that people are bullying me,but I was mentally exhausted,broken.I am 21 now, a few days ago during a heated argument with my father my relative taunted about my marriage. My benchmate made a comment on how I look and there are numerous such things.
I have lost interest in everything I liked, and I hate it. I hate it that I wasn't strong or prepared to deal with everything I faced.
And I want to regain the spark I had because I have realized,people bullied me because they thought how I could be not good looking and confident.
Please drop advices how to become the girl I was,the girl with big dreams.