what do you think about my personality??
Some people perceive me as kuripot, while others see me as generous. I think it depends on the people I spend time with. Kapag kasi napapansin ko na yung mga kasama ko is trying not to spend too much, especially sa food or dahil hindi muna sila financially capable gumastos, mas lumalabas pagiging generous ko. I tend to spend more for them.
Napansin ko rin na after ko gumastos for other people, mas nagiging tipid ako pagdating sa sarili ko. I do this with my family too. Kapag birthday, bongga ako magregalo, pero pagdating sa sarili ko, parang okay na ako kung anong meron ako. Ewan ko if “weird” is the right term, pero parang after ko gumastos nang medyo malaki for others, ayoko na muna gumastos for myself.
And kapag naeexpose yung side na ’yon, especially sa family ko, they perceive me as kuripot. Ang weird lang for me kasi kapag bibili ako for someone else, hindi naman ako namamahalan. Pero kapag para sa sarili ko, kahit medyo pricey lang na skincare, nanghihinayang na ako and minsan manghihingi na lang ako sa kapatid ko.
Honestly, I don’t even know if that’s a good thing or not. Ang usual na naririnig kong call out is sobrang tipid ko raw sa sarili ko while being too generous to others. Sometimes they even call me buraot, and honestly, I don’t know what to do about it.