I dont really need closure
I have a crush on my best friend who promised that they'd elaborate and tell me what's going on (They seemed to have a crush on me too) but its been a year basically! I don't think they're gonna do that LOL !!! I've gotten better at ignoring it but i know its still there. Im a huge day dreamer and its constantly on my mind.
Before I just blamed it on needing closure and I told them that I needed to know what they were thinking but, do I really need closure?
I tried everything people recommended!! I tried sorting out my mind and I tried hobbies to distract myself. I thought it was working for a while but I keep finding something that brings me back!!!! I know I like this person but sometimes I feel guilty? Because it feels like they know I still like them and I dont want it to ruin our friendship.
Sometimes I have to watch their face and make up excuses for why I dont like them😭 Like they aren't exactly my 'type' so I say maybe I'll find someone whose more my type to try and move on 😭😭
Any silly thing really
Because I dont want to stick on this crush if this person isn't going to elaborate like they said they would. Its all really just hope and idk what to do. I don't want to mention the closure thing again and I dont want to stop being friends with this person. But the way they act makes me like them more and more😭 Distancing wouldve been ideal but this is my best friend😭
What do i do guys???